Of cry

What could make a tiny boy cry?

Not a fall to the ground and pit

Not a stitch into the bloody chin

But the little girl never came to their kindergarten

 

 

What can make this grow-up-to-be boy cry at this moment?

Not a dump by a naive ex

Not a hot pepper on his tongue

 

He apologized to godfather

 

– "Confession coming?"

–"Please forgive my impulse of motion and immaturity"

–"I’ve seen everything I never blame it on you "

–"Then who is to blame"

–"Nobody"

–"Are you kidding"

–"Godfather never makes fun"

–"But I felt upset and at a loss and I cannot see the future"

–"Without her you can have a colorful future too"

–"Goddamn wrong!… Sorry, father…You know I dont mean to but even my dream is gray"

–"Son, it’s a Trial and tribulation. What is a sail without hurricane."

–"But what is a sail without a sail, she’s the sail"

–"It broke and it’s the time to be a real sailor"

–"Where’s my destination then"

–"You know it"

–"I dont"

–"Trust me you do"

–"OK, but I loves her so much"

–"Come on she never gives you a shot"

–"Alright, I did sth worng and I can never turn it back but you told me attitude owns me everything"

–"Did I"

–"Oh…My…God"

–"I heard your cry and tasted it ,bitter . You have to go through the dark tunnel , see the spot there？"

–"Yup, it’s small and i cannot tell it shows me the light."

–"Close your eyes. Feel it with your bumping heart"

–"But my heart is with her"

–"…then just image"

–"OK"

   "She is not there"

–"You are… you are…son of a… how to say  "

–"没关系,你可以说中文"

–"孺子不可教也"